That was very touching everyone, thanks a lot.

And you are right Daz, she will stay right here in my heart.

Yes, it is a relief knowing she is healthy, happy, playing with all the birds went before her, telling them about the love and good memories we keep about them, even though I blame myself, on the night she passed away, it was the first night that week I didn’t leave the lamp on at night, I thought it is not allowing her to have a deep sleep, and Wednesday night was not that cold, so I covered her well thinking I’ll give her a rest from that light (the cage is not a hospital cage, it is her normal cage but I put a desk lamp shining on her hoping to give her extra warmth), but on the other hand, the position she was in when she passed away tells me that she did that peacefully, she was in a sleeping position and her head tucked on her wing.

Knowing how her health was and how much she fought and straggled until the end is showing me how much she loved us and wanted to stay to please us.

My heart is hurt, , but in my head I know that what had happened was the best for her so I’ll keep clinging to the cherished memories I have.

Don't blame yourself you gave her so much and she knew it. I look back on my Pretty and blamed myself but in the end a greater force wanted them to fly free in birdie heaven and watch over their loved onces. Cherish in the moments of love, kisses, and more and it will bring a smile to your face all the time. ((hugs))